I need a getaway car!!! Seriously I can't take this anymore. I am completely shattered and God is the only to see it. I am glad that I can play a role that I am such a happy person... I want someone to notice, but what is the point, when no one takes time to listen. Oh well!!! I am glad that I have God to listen to me. I don't know if I should tell someone that I am not ok. I am just shattered. My heart is just bleeding and broken. The sad thing it is all not for me. Healing and understanding is something I am waiting on