Another vent

Ok I saw my teacher today and we talked about it and I think I am going to withdraw from the course and catch up next semester and hopefully still graduate a semester late...I do pray this in many many ways. I don't feel as a failure anymore, but still feel like a quitter. I guess that is something I will have to deal with. I am exhausted for no reason today, but the pain in the body is still there and the headache has not been all day. I am kinda scared about all this pain tho...it is all up and down my back and on my sides and arms or what not...I guess I should be grateful that it is not all the time, just shooting pains. It still hurts when it does it though. I think all my muscles are inflamed or something because of the stress that my body goes through during school. blah....ok I am done venting...maybe a poem will be later...don't know