Yesterday I received a look that I have not received in years. I received here at NGU. I would have never thought I would have seen this look ever again. Again I was looked at my outer apperance than my smile/heart. Honestly I was cut deep and hurt. I thought I would never I have to feel those feelings again. When I thought my heart was healed, which it was, but it was reopened by that look.
To that person(s)-It is not my fault that I have cerebral palsy. It is not my fault that my balance is off and I trip over my feet all the time. It is not my fault and it is the cause of sin. I hope that you get convicted of this. Actually I am glad that I have cerebral palsy because that I know who I am and what a blessing it is. Yes it took a little bit of pushing and encouragement to get where I am today. I still need that encouragement, so give me a smile and not the look that I am disgusting or I look stupid. Honestly I think you actually looked stupid giving the look. I am just normal as you. So don't judge a book by the cover. Yet the pain is still there I am not going to let it get me down. Now I have said this you have my forgiveness.
To those that have been there for me with encouragement THANK YOU!!!! :-)
Friday, May 1, 2009
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