ok the last blog was about the look....yes it broke my heart all over again...but surprising the pain did not take long to get over.... I am glad of this.
People ya want to know something....
I AM NOT HANDICAPPED :)
I am just different....made in God's image and I have made it this far in God's plan in my life.. I was upset that I was seen for my "handicap." God used it to show me how far I have come and to trust that He is going to use my difference to make a difference in the world. My mindset was I knew that I had this disability by what I had to experiences that I faced. I knew that God had a plan in it. But that mindset was I have a handicap, but that mindset has changed. I am normal(whatever that may be), but just different. Yes I may walk differently, clumsy most of the time, one arm ability most of the time, but that makes me special and different. God has given me this life to live and I am going to live the best I can be with his help of course.
Here is a challenge.....Accept the differences of others, you may never know how it will change your life. and in turn will make you different also.
So here I am in this point of life...taking 21 years to realize this, but I AM DIFFERENT...and that mindset will not be changed. My heart is healed from this pain forever, but does not mean it won't hurt when judgemental looks come, laughs, or stares are given. It just means that I know that the hurt won't turn into pain...
Wow whoever reads this, I am sorry it is a book, but you made it through..
Thanks Christina...for the book...she is a great inspiration.
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