last 30 days

about 4 weeks ago my life changed...My granddad had a triple bypass... I am so glad that he is still here with me. God is not ready for him to come home... He is still needed here. I am excited to see what he has in store for him and God is going to use him...
about 3 weeks ago I came back to my lovely school NGU! What a move! I am so at home there. I am a Ra, and what God is teaching is amazing! I love the community and family.. Thanks to them I feel so more at home.
about 2 weeks ago... Training/Freshman Orientation... I love my freshman girls on the hall. They are amazing friends and I had nothing to do with it. I give it to God... Before orientation, we had Training...this made the RAs mingle and become the family that we are. It is going to be an amazing semester...
Last week... Returning students move in and school starts.... I had to help check in the returning students... I gave out keys and worked with one of the new besties.. Shannon.. What fun!!! Yay my remaining friends moved in.. It was so amazing to see them and really excited about getting to know more about them as the semester goes along... School started and it is going to be a tough semester, but will be amazing...
Past week... Just school and RA stuff

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Home is where the heart is..
Home has been amazing these last couple of days.. Finally finished unpacking and starting to work... I have a new job and will continue to work at Wendys... The new job is a change which is a start.. I am expecting so much change.. i am being impatient about it.. I guess I need to slow down and let God change me when the change is needed.. I am needing change... what is there else to say.. Change Change...

Ready to Go

Only 18 days left.... until the semester ends.. What a glorious day that will be. I can be home and be there for my family. To me sometimes prayers are just not enough. I need to be home with them. I am not dissing prayers or anything bc God has everything under control. Which I love or I would be going crazy. It is hard to be here and school where my heart is back home. One day, my heart will stay with me and not be torn in 2 places. God has taught me alot by trusting him in everything. All it takes is a lil faith as small as a mustard seed. So even tho I am ready to go, I have/will take this semester as a great learning experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On my knees

I am on my knees...
wondering what to do..

Sin has given me this..
How am I to use it

for your glory...
Father i am on

my knees...
Tonight my hands

are raised high
Hold me and tell

me what to do..
Father I am on

my knees..
I give it all to you...

Lucky Me

here is another of my poems....


Once I found that 4 leaf clover,
I knew that I was lucky..
To have you as a friend…
Lucky Me.
We placed that clover in the scrapbook
And wrote the words…
Lucky Us…
We never knew the real meaning
I realized it later
When you were gone….
Lucky Me
I will see you again…
When we meet in heaven
Then we can hunt the clovers all day long…
Lucky Me…
To have an amazing friend…

In loving memory of Amy Michelle Parris 3-18-04
3/24/08

Change...

Change..... Is great! We all change at different times and for the better and sometimes for the worst, but change has been great for me. I went home this paast week for spring break and I realized how much I have changed in the last couple of months. My friends noticed the change and kind of did not want to hang out. I felt abandoned and without my family. Where were they? I don't understand why change has to scare them off, but I want to change. God is doing the changing, and I gotta love it. So my friends are you willing to accept the change or do we have to end the friendship? which i don't want to do because I love you guys so much!!!!! We are all changing and growing, we have to stick together and change together!
Change... haha!

Curve Ball....

Life has thrown several curve balls in the mix of my crazy world! God has thrown them to me I know to see how well I will trust in him to take care of me. I know he will do this!!! He has and will always will! I fully surrender everything and hide underneath the cross. I won't let go! Take them and give me the strength I need! I am scared, but stay near me and there won't be a need of that. I am confused, so confused. What am I to do? Carry me throughout these trials, this is all I ask! Jesus don't let go! Thank you so that I do not have to worry about anything. I am asking for the guidance that I am seeking. I understand that I need to wait for answers, I want them now, but God please take the want from me. Piece me at the pace you want! God thank you for your love and your strength! Thanks for all you are! In Your Son's name Amen!